Thoughts of Today
Tuesday, March 14, 2006 | Jump Down To Comments
Does anyone really know what they want to do??
Once decided that your decision is made you cannot change it, is it still easy to make?
This idea of adulthood and "commitment" whether it be to a person or to a job for any extended period of time sends me running to the hills.
I will always be too young to know exactly what it is I want.
How can we really know what it is we truely want when there are so many options out there to choose from. Some of them we do not even know of yet.

i'm pretty sure most people don't know what they really want to do, but they pick something and do it. sometimes they win, but mostly people let themselves feel stuck in their choice, even if they don't like it. the trick, maybe, is to try something and see if you like it. if not, then try something else. and if you spend the rest of your life trying new things, then shit - i'd say you've lived a damn good life and done way more than most people will ever even think about doing. so, don't get stressed about choosing one thing to commit to, unless of course you commit to always being open, trying new things, and never letting yourself get stuck in a situation that you don't like.
phew. if only i could listen to myself.